The Making of New Age Man, Chapter VIII

Recondite consciousness, that force of movement in nature that put me here at this particular time was determined by Saturn, the learning planet being in its most favorable alignment with Pluto, the planet that disrupts. My qualifications are told by Francis Sakoian and Louis S. Acker in The Astrologer's Handbook. Recondite consciousness, not easily understood, abstruse, esoteric, requiring special knowledge-and incomprehensible to those without special understanding-as you read the events in my life, you find them leading me to my path of destiny.

"This trine gives the natives the ability to understand the laws by which subtle forces are organized, enabling them to use these laws consciously or unconsciously. It favors those who work in such fields as physics, the occult, magic, astrology, or systems of meditations. . ."

"They are able to work slowly and make fundamental and irrevocable changes in their own and others' lives. Often there is a sense of destiny or a peculiar karmic mission which they must fulfill."

The man hundreds of millions call their savior was crucified. Jesus, who lived 2,000 years ago, a vagabond who held to none of the trappings of society, did not have a dime to his name. With zero authority, Jesus turned over the money changers' tables in the temple. The authorities depended on the money changers for their lush existence. Not one of his followers would acknowledge that they even knew him. When they were given the choice of Jesus or a murderer, the people chose to nail Jesus to a cross.  History records that Jesus Christ and Christianity were placed on a pedestal, a political move made by Rome's eastern empire ruler, Constantine.

To tell you the truth, not one of my associates, or family, would read one page of the story of my life. I'm living a charmed life, but those who know me would wonder why. I don't appear to be Prince Charming. There is nothing about me that appears to be outstanding. You can read how far I got in my legal challenge on confiscatory taxation. When the truth was printed on the Palm Beach Post about the lawless IRS, not one finger was lifted, not one person spoke to me about it. No book publisher would spend ten cents of their money publishing my life story. It figures. Notwithstanding Jesus, who so many think of as their personal redeemer, we are all prone to take our lives for granted, and live as mere cogs in the wheel. We note that the meek have yet to inherit the earth.

I'm living a charmed life, but nobody who knows me knows why. In reading about my life, you will find that in early life I missed my calling. You will find that at mid-life I had a bigger than life calling. In my early life, two marriages failed and my business ended on the rocks-50 years and failure to accomplish what I set out to do in life. That's what the people who knew me knew. The only people reading my life story are a few Gaia community members. They are inspired and they inspire me.

Neither my father or mother knew me. My sisters didn't know me. The kids I knew in school saw me as a misfit and I acted the part. Those who knew me thought I'd flipped when I departed.  I imagine the same applied to Jesus when set out on his mission in life.

When Jesus was asked if he thought of himself as king of the Jews, he said his kingdom was in Heaven. Jesus was the self-described son of God. The star gazers who predicted Jesus were not present at Jesus' trial. I'm the person above described by Sakioan and Acker, however, how do I explain it to an audience that doesn't know about the subtle workings of the universe?

To make a story interesting, one needs to make it intriguing, however, only as far as paradigm limitations allows the audience to go. It's quite a challenge. There is so much about the subtle workings of the universe we choose to ignore.

As we approach the speed of light, time slows and lengths shorten. Just take it for granted. It is mathematically proven. Since light travels at 670,000,000 miles per hour, and we can't actually travel at anywhere near that speed, the differences in time and space are negligible at our speeds.

Light travels in the time-space consortium in waves. Unlike water waves, light waves have no medium in which to travel. There is a lot about light that doesn't fit the mold we know. Were it possible to travel at the speed of light, time would stand still and length would shrink to nothing. So, where does that leave your consciousness? It is infinite; it is boundless in a universe that is more than meets the eye.

Another fact about light that doesn't fit the mold, of which the cutting edge of science is aware, when observed, light waves change to a stream of particles, or photons. Another thing, called Planck's Constant, light always comes in identical units of action, or energy, by name, photons, the thing-in-itself, the physical reality, but never directly experienced.  Classical physics wants no part of anything that is indirect. We can wonder why.  If the universe was the clockworks classical physics says it is,  something  would have gummed up the works not long after it started.

The cutting edge has grown to know that time and space are not the absolute reality. For a scientifically proven fact, there is a non-local force beyond the force of gravity and electromagnetism. Don't confuse it with the religious notion; It is natural law. The cutting edge has learned that subatomic particles, the aspects of matter, exist in a state of infinite possibility.

The light we see, a quality of a deeper reality, lies beyond our senses. It takes recondite consciousness to delve deeper into this mystery. By examination of the aspects of matter, quantum physics is bringing us ever closer to our inner consciousness and to the state of infinite possibilities, where mind and matter mix to make our reality.

Considering that nature's movements have placed me here with an understanding of the subtle workings of the universe, the interesting thing to me about my birth is the timing. I was born in September 1925, in the month and year Werner Heisenberg published a scientific paper describing the uncertainty principle, the beginning of quantum mechanics and a deeper understanding of the way the universe is put together, and more importantly, that consciousness is fundamental to existence.

Everything happens for a reason.  I'm here for "a peculiar karmic destiny which they must fulfill." If you can believe in faith in your fathers, you can believe in yourself.  In biologist Julian Huxley's words, "Man's exploration and control of external nature has outdone his exploration and control of his own nature,"  which says to me we're living in bygone times.

At the moment of my birth, the sun rose on Aquarius, the water-bearer to humanity. What causes state selection? The state of consciousness arises out of quantum mechanical interactions in the mind. This is the most crucial time in mankind's existence. We better quit putting a mindless motherland ahead of the individual's mind.

Water, the elixir of life, the organizer when life on this planet began, played a role in the reorganizing of my life. I emerged from my two years at sea the captain of my ship. The new age is turning the old age under, planting a new crop of ideas. Dr. Masaru Emoto discovered that frozen water crystals respond to music by forming beautiful designs, and that the words, "thank you" form crystals similar to music; and that the word "fool" malformed and fragmented crystals the same as heavy-metal music.

Do you realize that our water planet is in precisely the right location for life as we know it, and that we're a billions to one shot in the universe? The Bible opens with, "And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion. It's literally a matter of life and death.

The moral of a story is brought out by picking a scapegoat. Sorry to have to say this, folks. What I must tell you will offend many. The intelligentsia, a term borrowed from the Soviet Union, is composed of intellectuals, judges, teachers, politicians, social groups, and what have you, people in America with visions of a better world who have placed themselves in positions of power and engage in the dissemination of wealth. As I write, they are gathered in a convention to shout hoorays and  hallejulias for their great and glorious contributions to mankind.
 
They tell the world they are for the working people. In the story of my life, you read of taking from the poor to give to the poor. While I was not able to pay my rent on my after tax pay and was locked out, down the street there was a food stamp line a mile long.  The hand passing out the taxpayer's money is quicker than the eye.  Actually, the intelligentsia can be traced far back in the history of man, to any time when the above named intellectual remedies give us love of the motherland over the common sense of the individual. Why has the intelligentsia not informed you of these realities I mention?   No, I don't think we understand the message Jesus left us.

We who observe now emerge as the co-creators of reality. So what does all of this tell us? As you read the story of my life, you will understand why I say "the best laid plans of mice and men often go awry," from John Steinbeck's book, who also wrote The Grapes of Wrath, the experiences of Okie bindle stiffs during the Great Depression. Is there any question about it? 

The difference in my positions on everything and the intelligentsia's positions is that I don't have a great formal education. I've never held a title. I've made a lot of mistakes. I've learned from experience. Steinbeck's depression day stories, and my account of government deceitfully sucking the life out millions of the working poor in confiscatory taxation, tells us that we need to look within for our answers, not to the intelligentsia's depression day remedies. We cannot live in the past. The intelligentsia is giving us a bum steer. It is time that we start looking within for our answers.

to be continued.