My Experience
The above foto is of Karen aboard Bold Venture II shortly before we ran aground on a reef in the Caribbean. The world knows only my behavior, the part of me I expose. No one knows what I experience inside. Before I left my old life, I turned against the establishment. My first overt act was to attack federal income tax. Most would agree that it was a crazy thing to do. I wrote a letter to then Attorney General William B. Saxbe. He forwarded my letter to the IRS. The IRS came after me. I had my "bigger than life calling." The IRS turned out to be a paper tiger. They lost.
Before I beat the IRS, I went to sea for two years and experienced an unknown inner power. I was sailing off the Palm Beach, Florida coast one day. I heard voices crying out for help. I scanned the surrounding sea with my binoculars and seeing nothing proceeded on my course. But something compelled me to come about and sail in the direction of the cries for help. I sailed straight to three scuba divers who were drifting on an ocean current miles from their dive boat. Strangely, I never heard from the scuba divers again and my sailing companion never mentioned the event again, which tells us that we don't think about the things we don't understand.
Before my change, I lived an enviable country squire life on a 30 acre spread in a large home. For many years, frustrated and dissatisfied, I was possessed by acquisition of the material. I'd acquired a lot. I had a bigger than life calling. The above related event, and other inexplicable events that occurred during my time at sea, changed the way I think. My life significantly improved.
We are taught to look at wealth as power. On my own, I accomplished more than money could buy. I cut loose from the establishment. A hidden power showed itself.
In that the things we don't know about receive little of our attention, are we not brainwashed? The world calls such experiences as mine anecdotal; they will not stand up to conventional examination. What could be as great a service to mankind as the power to save lives. The establishment is the fox watching over the henhouse.
To the utter dismay of my family, I left my country squire life in search of a better life. Road blocks were put up to force me back to the herd. After two years at sea, I returned to conventional life. Two weeks after wife number three walked out, I found my soul mate. All of this took place within seven years of my bigger than life calling. When everyone thought I'd flipped, when everything should have gone wrong everything went right. Others don't have the benefit of my experience.
Murphy's Law says that if anything can go wrong it will. We don't know the law that says when everything should have gone wrong, everything went right. After my return, my job didn't work out. I quit in frustration. The sea, once my redeemer, called me back. I returned to the sea, this time with my soul mate, Karen. The second time I went to sea, sharply in contrast with my first sea adventure, if anything could go wrong it did. We ended on the rocks six months after setting sail. My bad luck dogged me for 18 years. I was in several businesses. None were successful.
My health was failing and so was Karen's. We decided to retire, sell out, return to square one (Portland, Oregon), buy an RV, and travel. No one can say why, but everything started going right for us. Our health improved.
Why three failures in marriage? I was living high on the hog's back and possessed with financial worries. My business of 25 years failed. Why? Why all the bad luck? The second time I went to sea the circumstances were entirely different than my first departure. My life with wife number four was good. The second time I went to sea money was no problem. Going to sea was not a well thought out decision. There was no valid reason to depart.
Several years ago I read an article on quantum mechanics that picked my interest. Since then I've made a study of quantum mechanics. My intuition on the substance of the law and the substance of space coincides with quantum reality. It connects with astrology. If you go so far this direction and so far that direction, and so far a third direction you come up with a mathematical equation. In a right triangle, the sum of the squares of the sides equals the square of the hypotenuse. Pythagoras was an astrologer. He said figures represent human characteristics; numbers are representative of things.
Subatomic particles are the characteristics of matter. In lab experiments, proving Bell's theorem, quantum physicists use the Pythagorean theorem. Under Bell's theorem, there are other dimensions than the space-time dimension. It used to be called matrix mechanics, standing for the matrix that goes to make up space, time-our physical reality-the same as the matrix that goes to make computer language. I'm speaking of a scientifically proven god convention doesn't buy. I buy it and my life is better for it. You could call it coincidence, but you don't experience my joy, my pain.
Karen and I traveled in our RV from April 1999 until April of 2001, when we dropped our landing gear in Shady Cove, Oregon. Karen got a part time job in our RV park's office. We remained living in our RV in the Shady Cove area until August 2007 and then moved to our present location in the tall timber 30 miles west of Mt. Hood, in Big Valley Woods near Sandy, Oregon. Why the location in the tall timber? Karen found it quite by accident.
Shortly after my first departure, by chance, I ran into an astrologer who created my astrological chart. I'd never believed in astrology, or ever thought about it. After being exposed, I found significant connections in the events of my life and the alignments of the planets. My life changed to fit the destiny my chart assigned to me.
From numerology, I've learned about the mid-life crises, when many of us make a drastic change in our lives. I was 47 when I had my bigger than life calling, 49 when I departed. Numerologists Faith Javane and Dusty Bunker, in Numerology and The Divine Triangle gave me the formula to to determine my "Life Lesson Number." Mine is the number 7. The Life Lesson Number 7 means "you are here to use and to develop your mind. Your words should be full of wisdom when you decide to talk. . . You should learn to spend time by yourself in the woods or by the seashore where you can get in touch with your inner self and your deepest thoughts because your destiny is to use your mind." Karen's discovery lined up with my bigger than life calling, when I made the unconscious choice of following my destiny and departed my old life. Now that I'm in the twilight of my life, in my contemplative years, according to the stars, I'm where I was meant to be.
I'm a disabled veteran of World War II. We'd been parked in our RV in Big Valley Woods three months when Karen said, "Joe, I hate to think about living in this trailer the rest of my life." Her statement must have been on the very day the decision at the Veteran's Administration was made to approve of my application for 100 percent disability. A week after Karen's utterance, we received notice in the mail. My disability meant we had the income to buy a manufactured home and place it in Big Valley Woods. Karen plays an essential roll in our action.
According to some quantum physicists, we are co-equals in creation. Based on what I'd been taught, I created a frustrating, dissatisfied life. Bell's theorem tells us objective reality is not the true reality of our lives. We each have different experiences, different destinies. The observer interacts with matter. A universe of unimaginable proportions exists within the mind of man. Once I became subjective, hidden powers emerged. My life took a turn for the better.
Millions of sightings of U.F.O.s should tell us they are real enough. For security purposes, the U.S. military has hidden all hard evidence. The U.S. has a policy of "need to know." Very few know the full truth about U.F.O.s and "extraterrestrial biological entities."
When he wanted to gut the U. S. Constitution, President Franklin D. Roosevelt said, "we have only fear itself to fear." Now we have confiscatory taxes. We are born in sin, you know-you and I. We crucified Jesus. We've been living on that guilt trip generation after generation. Taxes and our guilt trip saps our personal power. We are taught to fear eating the forbidden fruit of the Tree of Knowledge. We should fear the power of the gods. So, according to the Scriptures, I'm Satin.
How would we react if we knew there was extraterrestrial life on this planet a million years ahead of us in their technology? Indeed, is there not a need to know? There is abundant evidence that UFOs and EBEs are real. Can we trust our establishment leaders? I don't think so.
I'm Aquarius Rising, according to astrology. Rather than Satin, I'm the water-bearer to humanity. Noted astrologer and transactional analysis professional Jeanne Avery says our Rising Sign is that part of us we allow others to see. It tells others about our personality and how we act. So, Satin or the water-bearer? Let us take a look at this Aquarius Rising from Avery's perspective.
"The person with Aquarius on the rise can be very avant-garde. He is a forerunner in setting style, discovering new methods, and showing the rest of humanity the way. He may be especially enlightened, metaphysical, scientific, and inventive. He can be like a rolling stone, gathering no moss. He is a chance-taker. He is willing to let go of the trunk of the tree to walk out on the edge of a limb. He knows where the fruit grows and where the spotlight can hit. He is not one to hide his light under a bushel. The need for constant variety and freedom can bring fascinating experiences into his life, yet he can be unpredictable in the extreme. His life will never be boring, as there are always exciting new experiences and discoveries for him to investigate."
To sum my experiences up, following my 49th year of life, given a new lease on life at sea-along with the inexplicable-I have this sea experience to connect with astrology, numerology, and quantum physics. I'm living my destiny, according to the stars, and now in the Gaia Community. Hope this helps you find your hidden selves.

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