Nero fiddled while Rome burned

The other day Siona asked: "If the Earth could speak through you, what would the message be?"

It has more lately come to my attention, from my study of quantum things, quantum, the smallest excitation of a quantized wave or field as a photon or phonon, to quote my Webster's Dictionary, I now see Earth in a completely new light.

Earth is like a reef-composed of myriad living things. Life depends on water. Four fifths of the planet's surface is covered with water. Were the planet slightly closer or further from the sun liquid water would not exist.

Since Earth is unique in the solar system, it is logical to assume that water planets are rare in the universe; that the universe is mostly uncontrolled energy, and that uncontrolled energy could end all life on Earth in a heartbeat.  From this fact, I think It is logical to assume that life has a purpose; without life, the universe-uncontrolled energy-has no purpose.

Since life naturally has purpose, and we humans are the highest form of life on the planet, we carry forward the highest purpose in life: love. It is logical, I think,  to assume that our purpose is to love life and to improve it. It's a do-it-yourself thing.  Our problem is our authorities. They are confused.

Science is generally in agreement that in the world of the very small certain truths exist that are not in the norm of thinking. Quantum physicist and Nobel Prize winner Murray Gell-Mann has described quantum physics as that confusing discipline which none of us really understands but we know how to use. Quantum  physicist Richard Feynman: "I think I can safely say that no one understands quantum mechanics. . . Do not keep asking yourself, if you can possibly avoid it, ‘but how can it be like that?' . . .Nobody knows how it can be like that."  That's because authorities, generally, are wrapped up in their egos. They never hear their inner selves speak to them. The confusion of authorities is due to longstanding misconceptions about the universe. Authorities envision themselves at the center of it.

The universe is nothing like we think it is. It is multidimensional. We exist in a state of consciousness, in a universe of infinite possibilities, which our individual minds are capable of observing. Unfortunately, the game in play is to block man's capability.

The physical part of the universe, governed by Newton's Laws of Motion, leaves open a number of happenings, individually inspired. Those happenings come from our minds, which communicate.  Our wills work individually, and through common control centers, to make things happen. Sudden shifts in thinking are now taking place.  On the other hand, your credit card will hold a chip that programs info a master computer at your bank. The software that runs it all is called the Network Economy.  If you remain willy nilly following the lead, you will become part of a hive mind of no particular purpose to Mother Earth.  That's the danger you face.  

It has only been recently that some quantum physicists have discovered that we exist as more than matter.  Advanced science is learning that objective reality is not the true fabric of reality. Fundamental to our existence is the observer interacting with matter. Basic to our reality is our minds working with the smallest excitations of the quantum wave.

In short, Earth is of our making, and, just as well, we can end it. Therefore, if I know what is good for subjective me, and mankind's future, I'm to listen to myself. I AM THAT I AM. We are each equipped to cope. If we value our connection with Mother Earth, we must bring an end to authorities stealing our energy. I believe the advanced observer will soon emerge in our thinking. We will see ourselves as co-equal in creation. The ages of authoritarianism will die of old age.

A giant star explodes ten thousand light years distant from Earth. We don't generally think about its meaning. It emits from both poles streams of gamma rays that travel at the speed of light completely across the universe. If Earth should happen to be in the path of said gamma rays, all life would suddenly come to an end. It says the universe is uncontrolled energy, if you don't think about consciousness with purpose. In other words, nature is uncontrolled energy, except for consciousness. As time goes on, our conscious awareness increases, I think for a purpose.

Nature gives us the uncontrollable urge to procreate and the power drive. Life depends on life. Both procreation and power in man are controlled by conscious awareness. It's an individual thing. We are, individually, consciously aware. We individually control our awareness. Uncontrolled energy opposes conscious awareness. The Higher Law, background of America's Constitution, relies on how consciously aware we are. The consciously aware recognize that all men are created equal. Uncontrolled energy does not. Somewhere between the microcosmic and the macrocosmic, we look for the key that can put our world into logical perspective. For the first time in man's history, science is beginning to understand the overall tapestry of the universe, understanding the mind, including conscious experience and will-can see how it all fits in with the physical process. We've placed materialism ahead of our growing purpose.

Uncontrolled power has the consciously unaware furthering purposelessness-taking us back to our beginnings. An example would be government entitlements, that which transfers power from citizen to politician. The race in on in America between politicians to give the American people something, in the process robbing Peter to pay Paul. There is no free lunch. United, we stand, divided, we fall.

But for the grace of God, we would not be here. It seems to me that the planet Earth was put here for a purpose-for growing conscious awareness. The odds are billions to one against us. It's an individual thing. But today the American people are more interested in what government can do for the individual than what the God-self can do. The American people give government more and more of their energy in the form of taxation. The word for it is socialism. Free enterprise is more in the nature of conscious awareness, coercive government more in the nature of uncontrolled energy. The game in play in America is making the American people think that free enterprise and government assistance to the individual are compatible, all the time taking more individual resources and making the individual more dependent on government. It is the biggest fraud in history.

Government and power are without mind-power based, or uncontrolled energy. The more power the people give government, the more energy going to government, the further the drift from purpose. With more central power, the fewer the people involved in control. America's government now has incorporated a policy of "need to know." How convenient! Only a few people need to know the full truth. Not only do we, the people, not know the full truth, but we do not even know who knows the full truth. For all we know, it could be beings from somewhere else-with their purpose.

To know the makeup of the universe is to know the planet Earth's purpose is based on whoever is in control. It could be some greater galactic consciousness in control of Earth, now that we've got the atomic bomb and sidetracked by materialism. At this point in America's history, it is not certain of who is in control, but surely the control is not for America's political fortunes. America's politicians are merely a bought and paid for front, which brings me to my point: America's great political wheel of fortune has finally favored this octogenarian. However, for the most part of my life said wheel of fortune was a loser.

I suppose I should thank my lucky stars. But I keep thinking, what's the purpose of it all? It surely could not be for this world's benefit. Leaving the world's human population mindless could be for other worlds' benefit. I guess we'll find out one of these days, after the fact that we've lost it all. For, without conscious awareness, the universe is uncontrolled energy.

The symbol for Aquarius is the water-bearer. Water is the bearer of life. Without water, life, as we know it, could not exist.

Earth is the only planet in the solar system with abundant surface water, as well as life. Earth, a millions to one shot in a hostile to life universe, supports intelligent life. Why?

We humans are consciously aware of the vastness of the universe, its clockworks movements, its collisions, its gigantic bursts of uncontrolled energy deadly to human life. Yet here we are in this kind of a universe, the product of a billion years of evolvement. Could it not be for a purpose?

A voice in my past, my Sunday school teacher, used to tell me my purpose was to glorify God. When I was a child, I was taught this prayer: "Now I lay me down to sleep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take." When I was a child, I was taught that I was born in sin, and that I must beg God to forgive me. Why? Because the first man on Earth was disobedient to God. What kind of a God would blame an innocent child? This God, man's invention, is responsible for hate and war.

Our God is love and peace. In addition to being physical, we exist in a state of conscious awareness, a state without boundaries, a state we individually control. We either have faith in ourselves or faith in our fathers. Frankly, having looked within, I have my own calling.

Some men of science are consciously aware of far more than meets the eye. They have my attention. Quoting brain doctor and quantum physicist Evan Harris Walker, "Matter, objects-a physical domain exists that is governed by immutable laws. But these laws leave open a range of happenings that are left to the selection of the mind. Behind this selection is the will." What earth-bound authorities are about is turning the individual's will into their wills, stealing the individual's energy.

Another voice of the past, my father, he used to say I asked too many questions. From home authority straight to the army. The army told me I do what I'm told. I don't question my orders. After the army, the IRS forced me to pay a tax I didn't owe. My law dictionary says inalienable rights are those rights incapable of being surrendered or transferred without the consent of the one possessing such rights. The most fundamental of all rights is the right to exist on the fruits of one's own labor. We Americans have lost all of our inalienable rights, exchanged them for a caretaker government, an authority that makes our decisions. No government in history has ever existed long without becoming corrupt. What do we do about it?

To continue with Dr. Walker's belief, "The will works like a communications channel that links all of us to a common control center. Within the power of this combined will lies the power to do essentially anything. . . This is the Omnipresence, the Omniscience, the Omnipotence of Abraham's God, at once personal and supreme. (This isn't what I was taught.) This is the God of our collective will and the collective will of the universe.

We connect with the workings of the brain and consciousness, or, says Dr. Walker, the quantum mind-consciousness merging with the physical. This isn't what I was taught.

We observe, in a state of infinite possibilities, to bring about reality. Without consciousness, without purpose, nothing exists. In this manner, we glorify my God, your God. This isn't what we are taught. We make our world, not the authorities.

Someone once said, the price of freedom is eternal vigilance. When we connect Dr. Walker's thought with cultural historian Richard Tarnas' thought, who, after a 30 year study of planetary alignments and archetypal patterns of human history, found an astonishing connection.

We are led to astrologer James Redfield's thoughts. Redfield, the author of The Celestine Prophecy, sent me his astrological reading of me on an audio tape. It applies to all of us.

Quoting from Redfield's tape, "We are going to take a look at two key aspects of your astrological data, your Sun sign and your Moon sign.We are going to talk about them

archetypically. The emotional issue is pointed out by your Moon sign-how this feels as you go through life-talk about your Sun sign-again archetypically-how you naturally uplift people, to give you some good information as you try to find out what your spiritual mission is."

"We have a new image of what it means to be a human being, how to think of ourselves as growing, evaluating, understanding, that we can connect with our God-self energy. You grow in a Virgo way. Virgo is that part of us that is oriented toward conscientious work. At first unconsciously-and everyone has a different way of reacting-the object is to bring into consciousness the reactions and determine whether or not the reaction is mature or immature-when we can step back and look at our higher self, when need becomes strength."

"The Vigo ego integration with higher self, and the higher self perspective is going to be defined along the lines of the Virgo archetype, which is, of course, our need for organization: to be effective, to be conscientious about making things better."

"We all start at immature levels of ego functions. We have a sense of security based on how much we feel in charge of our lives. We want to keep the idea that things are going fine. We have goals we want to achieve. We need to manipulate things to keep everything just right. We need to keep this allusion for security purposes. If new information comes in, we can act defensively. We don't want information that rocks the boat."

"What happens is that this allusion, based on security control, has to shift to our inner connection, our God-self force that gives us a sense of well being no matter what's going on out there. We have to make that opening on the inside."

"As you get in touch with your inner energy and start to get in touch with your higher self, you will be guided into how to find that true work expression. It will be shown to you intuitively. This becomes the way you uplift everyone who comes into your life. When you evolve into your higher self you energize those who cross your path. This becomes your greatest talent."

When the sign of the water-bearer is on the ascendant of their chart, astrologers say the individual has a unique approach to life. I'm a Virgo with Aquarius on my ascendant. H.G. Wells, author of the future, was Virgo with Aquarius on the rise.

Astrologer Jeanne Avery says, "The person with Aquarius on the rise can be very avant-garde. He is a forerunner in setting style, discovering new methods, and showing the rest of humanity the way. He may be especially enlightened, metaphysical, scientific, and inventive. He can be like a rolling stone, gathering no moss. He is a chance-taker."

Astrologers use the time and place of birth to give us our heavenly address, our origin. I was born on September 17, 1925 at 4:21 PMCST in Houston, Texas. Coincidentally, I was born in the month and year Werner Heisenberg, a physics student in Germany, published his famous scientific paper, the uncertainty principle, which later became known as quantum mechanics.

Heisenberg was Hitler's atom bomb builder. The allies bombed his plant down. I was on the high seas heading for the invasion of Japan when the U.S. dropped two atom bombs on Japan. It brought World War II to an end and opened Pandora's Box.

I'm a child of the atomic age. My mission is to bring the world's attention to the fact that we have a choice.  As beings in God's image, whoever thought this? We can end our purpose of being and become history written in the rocks. Or, we can cross the threshold to a far greater reality. We have unlimited power, both individually and collectively.  Did not God give us dominion over our world?

As a member of the Gaia Community, my mission is to change the world. As an individual, my karmic mission, according to my astrological configuration: (The Astrologer's Handbook) "They are able to work slowly and make fundamental and irrevocable changes in their own and others' lives. Often there is a sense of destiny or a peculiar karmic mission which they must fulfill."

As a Gaia Community ambassador, let me repeat that our Gaia Community vision is to create a global community of like-minded people-a force for positive change. Positive change can come about with one on one communication. The Age of Pisces, the symbol of which is two fish swimming in opposite directions, is history. We are entering the Age of Aquarius, an age of communications, an age of creative expression, an age of service, an age of friendship. Aquarians possess a deep sense of personal responsibility and determination to find their destiny. The Gaia Community has the tools, the resources, and the will. We are the change!

Unambiguity is clearness of purpose, a rapidly growing problem in today's America. Many Americans have no purpose. In "same sex marriage," for instance, the purpose of marriage is made unclear. A people without purpose leaves the world in question about what America's authorities are up to.

Establishments support the notion of group rights, conventions, activist law, and various authority decrees. People who look within for their answers live well. Those who live by the external values of establishments live not so well, and many not at all.

Looking within means looking past the ego. Politicians have big egos. They want to impress others.  They are proven to be untrustworthy.  The clergy takes a scriptural verse and gives us many versions of what it means. This applies to Christians, Jews, and Muslims. Why should anyone take their interpretations as God's infallible law.

Within us is the desire to be of universal service-that which we are born to be, if we are human. When we look within, we discover our calling, each with his or her own purpose in being. When I found my purpose, suddenly, life became easier.

I've always been a chance-taker. When I've taken chances without thinking through all aspects of the venture, if anything can go wrong, it does. By living with purpose, one tends to look before he leaps. Louis Pasteur's words keep repeating themselves to me. "Chance favors the prepared mind."

Do we know our minds? Why is our world an oddity in mindless space? Why would the universe be a giant clockworks, and people simply existing in our allotted time? My guru, Dr. Evan Harris Walker, speaking of a God for tomorrow, first quoting from the Gospel of Thomas, I am He who exists from the Undivided, "people were afraid and believed . . . We still believe and are still afraid. . . We still hunger to find some god that we can all know. . . But it has been with the advent of quantum theory that we have discovered proof that we exist as something more than pieces of matter. In the development of quantum theory, the observer emerges as a co-equal in the foundry of creation. . . Consciousness, the substance of this new-found reality that defines the observer, has fundamental existence. It is the quantum mind that is the basic reality." In other words, it is in our immaterial essence, our actuating cause of life, that we are in the image of God. You are the image, not the authorities.

As a Gaia ambassador, I'm here to talk truth. In that the Gaia Community's purpose is to change the world, my advice is to pay attention to the cutting edge of science. Science now adds consciousness, the state of things, an addition to the physical universe. States have no boundaries. Boundaries are placed by man. You are either a mindless meathead or in a state of consciousness.

Belief in authority ends by leaping from the frying pan into the fire. So I say, backed by the latest science, believe in self and fulfill your purpose. In our Gaia Community, God is all-encompassing love. No authority can do as well by us. If we're to change the world, we must look within, direct our own lives, and encourage others to do the same.

My dear readers of the stars, when I was a child my Sunday school teacher told me I was born to glorify God. When I was a child, I had little idea of how to glorify God. God frowned on me. I've always been a questioner. My parents felt that I asked too many questions. The God I was taught hated to be questioned. Why, I asked, did God create us with reason and logic? Why would this God not want us to partake from the Tree of Knowledge? This questioner was seen as disobedient. In order to be redeemed, I was told, I must confess my sins. Why is it a sin to question. Was I not created in God's image?

There are many interpretations of God's image. Therefore, I make my own image of God.

Experience has taught me to look within for answers to my questions. Actually, do we need to be externally controlled? Does not that which we are taught deprive us of our God-given assets, make us feel small and powerless. In my considered opinion, which is based on personal experience, we come equipped to cope. I proved it by cutting my umbilical chord with the establishment. I went to sea on a sloop I properly named Bold Venture. I've often wondered how I ever brought myself to take this huge step into the unknown.

Once at sea, I realized how much the establishment had deprived me of my God-given assets. I spent time with the Bahamas out-islanders. They were a contented people. By American standards, they were poverty stricken. These people had practically no government and no laws.

My 2 years of off-shore cruising was all in the treacherous Bermuda Triangle. You hear only the stories of people being lost without a trace. You don't hear stories of people being saved in the Bermuda Triangle. I saved seven people, including myself, from a watery grave. People call what I did miraculous. But who am I to be performing miracles?

People believe age-old ideas of God, and all that goes with it in spite of all the suffering and death. Do we need to be externally controlled? How would we know?

All I have is my personal experience at sea, when it was me and the forces of nature in the Bermuda Triangle. No one tells my story but me. Miraculously, I emerged captain of my ship. I saved seven lives, including my own, from a watery grave.

There is much more to my story. I'd been through three unsuccessful marriages when I met my fourth wife. I asked her to dance with me in a singles bar. The moment our hands touched I got the message that she was made for me. We've been happily married for 26 years.

For the past 1-1/2 years, I've been relating my personal experiences in my Gaia Community blogs, starting from my departure from my old life in 1975. Coincidentally, in 1975, for the first time, I become involved with astrology. Since that time, I've been following my path of destiny.

The establishment doesn't want us to know that God helps those who help themselves. I've become involved with quantum physics, and the cutting edge of scientific discovery, which clearly connects with astrology. The universe is far more than meets the eye.

The evidence is now overwhelming that we are being visited by extraterrestrials in ever-greater numbers, in fact, ever since the coming of the atomic bomb. European governments are beginning to release information that verifies intelligent life from other places. The U.S. is still involved in the coverup and hiding physical evidence. What other reason than control? The U.S. is the one superpower. Iran and North Korea are threatening nuclear attack, forcing the U.S. to take action. There is a connection with extraterrestrials, those who insist on control, and the individual.

How could intelligent life from elsewhere travel light years to our world? We could be close to gaining intergalactic consciousness. Would our Creator kill for control? Because the individual thinks he can't do anything about the drift, he has steadily become more under the control of self-serving power. Under the guise of an unquestionable god, over the centuries the powerful have killed and brought immense suffering to humanity. My astrological numbers say I'm here to use my mind and spread the word. If you think you can, you can